http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/ Java_Girl The Suicider That Would Never Die Tue, 15 Aug 2006 19:15:04 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Writing Poetry Family Issues http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/34.html Tue, 15 Aug 2006 02:50:57 GMT the sky so dark the rain doesnt stop,i had to see my love unsafed and gone. if i could then i would repeat the day, wish i could fix it, you are wrong, you are the one that i need. how dare u go away and will never come back. where is heaven exactly? let me replace your place with me. is there any sign of heaven? let me find it just to be with you. i let my smile hanging around the air. let everybody knows the death wont parting our love to be with you ... where is heaven exactly? let me replace ur place just to be with you there is no use i stay here ... without my lover beside... (more) http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=34 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/35.html Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:13:04 GMT drowning myself within the sadness when i realize you are gone from my life for how long i could survive, living my life story. wont replace every memory that beautifully writen deep in my heart. will every feeling that created fade away from my mind and my hope will its gonna be the end of the feeling???? http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=35 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/37.html Sun, 13 Aug 2006 04:32:09 GMT after i realize that im not the best in your heart,no doubt that she is the only one who understand you ... not me. now forgive me cause im being silent. i dont mean being impolite but my heart restricted to understand you. im so sorry even though im still loving you, i have to let you go. i have to forget you. though my heart still loving you. my heart still need you. i have to let you go. and only you who can understand me, who could know me and only you who always adore me, who treat me so nice. not myself http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=37 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/36.html Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:59:24 GMT here you and i used to be together living our love, happy to be with you. have u ever realize the most beautiful day, writing our name together here is our paradise. if u love somebody could we be this strong i will fight to win our love will conquer all wouldn’t reach my love even just one night our love will stay in my heart my heart http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=36 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/33.html Sun, 11 Dec 2005 10:26:39 GMT http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=33 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/32.html Fri, 09 Dec 2005 10:42:26 GMT If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it . Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late . If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know...tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you . And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late . If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him. Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late. If you need a hug of a... (more) http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=32 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/31.html Wed, 07 Dec 2005 10:00:55 GMT someday i will surgery my lips, I HATE THE SHAPE!!!! http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=31 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/30.html Sun, 23 Oct 2005 07:41:14 GMT Hi, it's me :) http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=30 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/29.html Sat, 03 Sep 2005 12:18:07 GMT It's haunting and killing me softly. It's like a cancer who eat my soul alive from inside and slowly it take my whole life. I separated from the other's world and I have to stay here alone in my cold world, in a dark and empty world with none beside me. How could this happen to me? This cancer is my death, no cure, no remedy but DIE! People told me that cancer is not a death penalty but why I see nothing but death. If this cancer is not a death penalty then why it's getting worse each day? I'm dying but don't know what to do. I just can sit and watch my life being eaten. I have nothing to... (more) http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=29 http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Wed, 31 Aug 2005 11:36:39 GMT Someone told me to stop listening music, at least not the kind of music who give me inspiration about death and darkness. How can I stop listening music where music is the only one who can give me the understanding I need cause music is the only thing that fill my lonely world, without music I feel so empty. I rarely hear people talking and I need to hear sound to know I'm not alone. I rarely talking to other, I can even count my words when I talk to other. And I'm singing just to show I have voice to be heard. I need to speak my mind but nobody listen to me. When I'm singing at least I let... (more) http://astroneema.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21