It's haunting and killing me softly. It's like a cancer who eat my soul alive from inside and slowly it take my whole life.

I separated from the other's world and I have to stay here alone in my cold world, in a dark and empty world with none beside me.

How could this happen to me?

This cancer is my death, no cure, no remedy but DIE! People told me that cancer is not a death penalty but why I see nothing but death. If this cancer is not a death penalty then why it's getting worse each day? I'm dying but don't know what to do. I just can sit and watch my life being eaten. I have nothing to stop it, I have no power to fight it.

It's like a toxic who infected my life, my body and my soul. It's killing me and I'm dying inside.