My friend just watched video of  September 11, Twins tower tragedy. In the video Ossama mentioned "We love death, and Americans love life". 

Well I love death, and death inspired me so much but it don't mean I related to Ossama. My friend was wondering and thought I counting down to 11 September, and asking why this date. Lo0o0oL He advice me to pick up another date like New year or X-mass where many people celebrate it. Duh, he doesn't know that September 10 is my birth date. I think it's cool to have the same birth date and death date. In my tomb stone it will written "Born 10 September, dead 10 September". My friend try to argue me and told me to pick up a day where people celebrate it or many people will remember. But No, I don't need people to know, I don't need them to remember, just leave me in peace.

He asked me to delay the day at least until new year but if I delayed the plan then I must delay it for 1 year. My time is running out, only 12 days left. Less than 2 WEEKS!!!

Well ... 

This is me, was born 10 September. I always wondering ... WTC tragedy happened on 11 September 2001 and A bomb exploded in Australian Embassy 9 September 2004. And My b'day between 2 tragedy. But why the terrorist didn't make anything on my bday? Well maybe I'm the tragedy itself for the world :-p Tribute 11 September for WTC tragedy, Tribute 9 September for Australian embassy bomb, Tribute 10 September for MY BDAY. Hell yeah I'm the tragedy, I'm the EVIL. 

Do I deserve to live? Do I deserve this life??

Top Videos:

1. My chemical romance - Helena

2. J.Lo feat Mark Anthony - No Me Ames

3. Toni Braxton - Unbreak My Heart

4. Simple Plan - Untitled

5. Dido feat Eminem 

there is one thing linked the videos, well you have to watch the videos to know what is it. 

One word: DEATH

Actually I want to add Britney Spears video clip "Every time" but this video is censored at the part I like (the suicide scene) so I kicked this video outta my list.

Favorite movie: A Walk To Remember

it's a nice movie and also have good soundtrack. This movie is touching, in the end she died cause of cancer. But she got her dreams come true before the cancer killed her. She died in happiness. 

I don't have dream to make it come true. I buried all my dreams inside my soul. It's mean nothing for me. All I think about is death. I just try to love death before death come to take my soul away.

I still have one intention but I know it's hard to make it real. I just want to be home.

You can make feeling home again.

I don't believe in fairy tale, I mean yeah romantic story to be real. 

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

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I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know where it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

and I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone